We never brought you home, we never dressed you or gave you bath. We never fed you or heard you cry. We never decorated your room or learned what colour your eyes are.  

WE NEVER GOT TO KNOW YOU.

This things are not supposed to happen, the children are supposed to live long after we have turned into dust.

Instead of decorating your room we are decorating this site in your memory and choosing your gravestone.

And what kind of grave do you choose for your baby which you have never heard crying? Would've he liked blue or green, would've he preferred bears or crocodiles? It is a sad decision to have to choose for the eternal rest of your baby which never even got tired from playing, which never even managed to have a favorite toy to begin with. We can only hope that you would like it.

We love you Andrey.

It’s been nearly 4 months since we lost you. And still, the pain in unbearable. But this pain also keeps your memory alive, the memory of all the happy moments when you were kicking my belly and the hands of your pappa who was trying to caress you.